Through a long process God has been teaching me alot about where He and I are. He has a plan for my life and I am not sure how that picture looks. My perspective is best put like this, I am a painter (not really, but lets pretend) and I know I was born to be a painter but for some reason I can only see a piece of the canvas that is before me. Sometimes I wish I could see the whole painting, but God in his infinite wisdom says not yet. He has put people in my life and scripture to give me the directions on pieces of the painting. So, for now I have to wait for him to pull the canvas back and show me what all the colors mean that seem pretty ordinary one at a time. God has been teaching me obedience through the scriptures. All of you that know me know that I am
so compliant... ok, so not so much... but God's irony is perfect and I know He is laughing at my lessons and how I am getting them or not getting them. Please pray for clarity and for wisdom through all of my bad days and even in the good days. "May the peace of God which surpasses all comprehension guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus our Lord."